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Not Everything Has To Be Sad

by Stella Le Page

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Three faded decades down the timeline Yet still I’m dying to live I’m not an Elvis or an Einstein But still I’ve plenty to give My journey’s still coming together I’m sure gonna get there uh huh My boat has held sure through bad weather They say that I’ve changed for the better So maybe I’m done with my sad songs Turns out that I am the lucky one It’s got nothing to do with perfection Finally learning the lesson That not everything has to be sad Not everything will turn out bad Well I’m still learning to be patient Rome wasn’t built overnight Life with no trial or tribulation I doubt that ever felt right If sadness still sings in the distance The water stays calm just you listen Ahead with those hands you’ve been given And stretch out the sails you’ve been missing Maybe I’m done with the sad songs Turns out that I am the lucky one it’s got nothing to do with perfection Finally learning my lesson That not everything has to be sad Not everything has to be sad Not everything has to be sad Not everything has to be sad Not everything will turn out bad
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Lord knows what I need Four walls is just the start Something tangible to prove I’m here I’m lying on this fucked-up fold-out bed A hundred short on rent I’ve crashed in all the quarters of this city It still don’t feel like home I’m dragging my bags round town I’m dragging myself around But I don’t wanna leave having nothing achieved at all Dragging my bags around town Tearing my long hair out ‘Cause I can’t seem to find me a shell to settle down Yeah I know, should have left this city long ago I got nothing good to show for all my time here In the end, I’ll be packing up my bags again For this roof over my head is ever changing I gotta catch get a job The searching never stops Cos no one wants to pay for melodies And I don’t even write songs any more Up on the seventh floor I waste my days just moving place to place But nowhere feels like home I’m still dragging my bags around town Letting the family down ‘Cause I can’t even make it a week without running out Yea I know, should have left this city long ago I got nothing good to show for all my time here In the end, I’ll be packing up my bags again For this roof over my head is ever changing
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Carried Away 05:16
Red lights, dark room Second hand making its moves I lean on your poison Breathe out, then breathe in, Medicine doing its thing I’m sighing, resigning I’m starting to believe that this mattress is a sailboat And I’m floating out of the window on the top floor, into another life Intoxicated, pacified, I run from obligation Now I’m surfing over the rooftops and the streetlights, as I hit another high And it feels good to be carried away We all need escape from time to time And a retreat night after night Run into the flames with bad little habits of mine Kissing those uncertainties goodbye I’m leaving all my fears behind Buildings drifting Gravity lifts me up to the ceiling, while I’m dreaming Float in and out of sanity, and riding on evasion Down below I watch myself struggle with the burdens of womanly duty Delivery from malady in deep hallucination Losing track of time as it creeps like Chinese whispers from midnight to infinity Red lights, dark room Second hand making it’s moves
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Lady Enraged 04:50
Mama’s sick and tired Don’t say that I didn’t warn you Biting off the hand That never failed to feed you If you’re not even nervous You’ve not been paying attention Running low on my good nature And that divine intervention won’t be saving you now I’ll show you what it means living in uncertain times I see I’ve got to scream to force wide open your eyes I am a lady enraged I have been too-long ignored Hell hath no fury like I do I won’t take it anymore My equilibriums screwed I can no longer lie back And let you trash the rest of me Too late to slam the brakes Your tires are already burning Old ways can’t be erased The tides are already turning and I’m just warming up My aches have been belittled They say I’m exaggerating Let me put it to you simple It’s your own grave that you’re digging A women suffering is still accepted as normal Our planet’s on the brink, there’ll be no hope for reversal I am a lady enraged I have been too-long ignored Hell hath no fury like I do I won’t take it anymore My equilibriums screwed I can no longer lie back And let you trash what’s left of me
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Will he have gifts for me? Like a stack of sweet sardines, right out the hand Howling at him from across the jetty For I could recognise his boat a hundred miles away His basket seems so empty Another grim season it’s been And he seems tired for he rubs his eyes and he Pats my back to calm me My masters back from the open seas I run like the wind to greet him But he’s down on his knees Hasn’t got a fish for me but Not the fish that I want Just my master back on land with me He’ll be half-blind from the heavy sun, Have to double-check it’s me, his only child I’ll know its him from his crooked back And that ever twisting brow under his tilted/beloved/ faded cap I’ve been pacing in the harbour I can sense those old boots getting near I’ve been barking at those taunting waves To make stubborn days crawl the quicker My masters back from the open seas I run like the wind to greet him But he’s down on his knees Didn’t catch a fish for me but Not the fish that I want Just my master back home with me The oceans running empty That’s the rumour spread all round the port I’m not worried for I’ll beg some scraps from the kids drinking beer on the docks My masters back from the empty seas I run like the wind to greet him But he’s down on his knees Hangs his head, he can’t look at me But there’s nothing that’s beats Having master back on land with me
7.
You’ve got castles on your mind Budding feathers upon those shoulders Still many corners left to fight But these hurdles only making you stronger Your force lies in your truth and tenderness Sensitivity’s a superpower Now all you needs a little confidence as the inevitable creeps ever closer Forget what this world Expected of you You’re more than a flower That fleetingly blooms You’re fighting and flying But you’ll never have to choose Between growing hands or wings Girl, you are a woman now Girl, you are a woman now Blurry landscapes racing by Where you’re headed isn’t on the atlas You’ve done way more than merely just survive Your teenage self would be proud of you I promise The future is yours Like never before Desire to achieve All you wanted and more No mirror will ever Truly show you who you are But to others it’s clear to see Girl, you are a woman now Girl, you are a woman now Girl, you are a woman now
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This feeling is only temporary So don’t you go caving in Not easy jumping city to city This double life you’re living in Another show awaits you tomorrow You really should get some sleep One single silent tear on the pillow I must be getting used to this Wonder if I deserve to be here Or am I on borrowed time More terror spilling out of the tv Still better than what’s on my mind Mirror tell me something I don’t know Can you tell me I’ll be fine There’s ups and downs in every town From the check in to the check out uh-huh I’m in the throes of highs and lows From the warm up to my last round Life has changed beyond recognition My progress comes at a price At times I still turn sad without reason In my hotel room at night Doubting every note I deliver Doubting I’ll wow the crowd Stay up for a word from my dear one That’s when the silence feels too loud
 There’s ups and downs in every town From the check in to the check out uh-huh I’m in the throes of highs and lows From the warm up to the show down
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Time stands still at the lookout You seem to wait patiently for life to come back and get you But seasons they just keep on rolling This world shows no pity for those who got left behind It’s down to you to lift yourself up from the inside I couldn’t go back to that old life Even if I do miss it sometimes I doubt that I could do it again It’s just the hard times can feel like your friend I tried to be someone else I’ve been so sick of myself If I can make it so can you When fire comes you know just what to do So never to return to that old life I have worked so hard on my stage fright If ever feel the tide come to change? I learnt the only way through is the flames There were times I did give up There were times I did give in But I got older anyway I guess that time is on our side in the end

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released June 21, 2019

All songs composed and produced by Stella Le Page.
All instruments played by Stella Le Page.

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